How blessed I feel to have this story to tell. My heart has grown yet again and I am over the moon with love for my new baby girl. We had an amazing birth and I know the grace in which she slipped effortlessly into the world is just the precursor of good things to come.
Lexi your birth could not have been a happier day. I look back on
your birthday and know it will always be one of the best days of my
life. We were so excited to meet you and see what God had been growing
inside me for the last 9 months. Having a baby for the second time is
almost more special because you know just how wonderful a gift you are
about to receive. As physically demanding as my pregnancy was, I was
totally in awe at how easily you came into this world. I thank you so
much for that! I heard from a friend that girls go easier on their
mamas and for me, from not having to try to conceive, to the lack of morning sickness, to your birth that was truer than true.
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| Your first picture! Delayed clamping in progress! |
Short version
in case you don't want to read the deets: 9 hours of labor and 2 sets
of pushes and boom chicka boom boom there you were slipping effortlessly
into the world as perfect and as healthy as can be. 8/15/13 at 2:02 am!
Continuing on from the start of
your birth story, I'm going to start this part of your birth story on the Monday before your birth. Nana was supposed to arrive in a few hours and Daddy was busy looking for the camcorder charger I tasked him with packing several weeks prior. I had just put Sammy down for a nap in an immaculately clean home and couldn't wait to get my butt into a massaging chair for a pedicure and manicure and then boom, I come down the stairs to a gigantic mess and no Paul. He's honestly lucky I wasn't home, I was on the hunt for blood after seeing this mess.
Paul apparently thinks the charger is behind the dryer, the dryer my
friends, the DRYER. This is after he thought it was above a toilet,
under a sink, above the refrigerator... you get the point. Seriously,
who in the right mind,
especially a pregnant woman would put a camcorder charger in any of
those places. Maybe he didn't notice me nesting and organizing all our
cabinets for weeks prior. Bangs
head against wall. 39.5 weeks pregnant is a good time to tear apart your home and do a laundry room remodel, no?. Why do men have such a hard time finding things. It
is by God's grace alone that we are still married.
He finally returned from Home Depot where he bought a shelf to amp our laundry room up and I escaped for a very needed and long overdue mani pedi. I got my nails done in the colors of your nursery. The blue was also sort of an ode to your brother.
The next day, Nana and camcorder charger in tow (I found it in two minutes exactly where I said it was), we head to Clemyjontri park for one last, enjoy your time as an only child trip with Sammy. This place is really awesome. Despite the heat we stay for several hours and all have a great time.
We head home have lunch and get an exhausted Sammy down for a nap and have one last belly picture
taken akin to our last picture with Sammy courtesy of Auntie Stephanie
(thanks mama) and we head on our way to the hospital to have
prostaglandin inserted. I was 39.5 weeks with the too small watermelon and 39.2 weeks with the pumpkin.
This whole time I've had a nagging sore throat
and am pleading with my body and God to not be sick. Eventually I
muster the courage to ask the nurse to take a peek and bam I'm stuck in
the hospital for an extra two hours courtesy of an unneeded strep test
which of course came back negative. We finally move on to what we went
to the hospital for, the dr. checks me and has me going backwards barely
dilated and maybe 50% effaced. Say what?! I was at least a fingertip
and 80% a day ago according to another dr in the practice. At this point it's
what evs, we are going on 3 hours at the hospital and we are about to
miss Sammy's last bedtime as an only child. I don't not want to miss my
last opportunity to say goodnight to my boy. I'm emotionally not ready
to do that for the first time a day early.
We finally
head home, get Sammy down, scratch our plans for date night and order cheesecake factory takeout as a
fabulous last meal instead and try and get some rest. I tossed and turned all
night. I was so ready to be at the hospital at the ungodly hour of 6 am
to get this show on the road and meet my girl. I remember distinctly
looking at my phone at 3:36am and thinking yes, only a few more hours! I
couldn't sleep all night and there is nothing worse than trying to sleep
because you know you have to ,and ending up on pinterest/facebook
burning time instead. Wouldn't you know my phone rings when I had just fallen asleep at 5 am. Who
the hell is calling me from a number I only scantly recongnize at 5 am.
I figure I should answer since it couldn't be a wrong number.
Well the
call was definitely for me. It was the hospital saying our induction
was postponed. WHAT?! I didn't even know that was possible. Apparently the wild weather we had overnight sent every woman in fairfax county into labor. Commence freak out of the century. OMG I was
so disappointed, pissed, frustrated all at once. So much pent up
energy from not being able to sleep and being ready to meet my baby. We
were told to call back at 9 am. We call at 9, still no beds, so we are
told to come in at 12. So we get busy making the best of our second
chance at one last morning with Sammy as an only child.
We go for a
walk and enjoy the absolutely gorgeous weather. Had it always been mid 70s and no humidity, I could have stayed pregnant forever. Of course we get home to my phone blown up by calls from the hospital. We call them and find out they are cancelling my induction for the day. Ugh, I want to scream! I have barely eaten per doctors orders. How do you do this to a woman 40 weeks pregnant. I make them page the Dr. so he can explain to me what is going on and how we are going to proceed. He calls me back, I'm almost in tears and we decide that if a bed becomes available before evening, they will call me and I will get my butt into a L&D bed ASAP so no one else can steal my spot again. If not, I am in for round two of not being able to sleep, anxiously awaiting my induction appointment at the ungodly hour of 6:30am in the morning.
At this point I'm famished, I throw in the towel and go to town on leftover cheesecake factory. Screw a semi empty stomach prior to giving birth, Mama's hungry. I get Sammy down for a nap and Paul and I plan to make the best of a bad situation and go on that date after all. I finally manage to get him off the computer and out the door when of course L&D calls all cute and sweet asking me if I'm ready to meet my baby. Why Yes, Yes, I am! So the nurse says, come on don't wait, let's have ourselves a baby.
We get to the hospital about 3:30pm and wouldn't you know that even with
all the chaos with not having a room for me, we ironically end up in
the exact same room we gave birth to Sammy in and will because of the
shift change coming in a few hours will also have the same doctor too.
We are finally done with the paperwork around 5pm and Dr. Hodges comes and checks me. I've made siginficantly more progress this time around on prostaglandin than with Sammy. This might be because I've had it in almost 24 hours this time because of the delay in the morning vs. just 12 hours with Sammy. Dr. Hodges breaks my water and starts me off on pitocin, says a funny joke while exiting about not liking needles (threw my gullible self for a loop and looked like a complete idiot) and then I just start getting as comfortable as possible.
Dr. Zaita steps in for her shift change and I go about telling the nurses what was hard for me during Sammy's labor and what they could do to try and not have the same things happen again. Mainly it was not having to sit on wet towels. Speaking up and being informed helped a ton. I was able to get up as often as I wanted to go to the bathroom or change positions. I'm not sure exactly why I was so stuck to the bed with Sammy, but I'm sure this is why I was able to labor through broken water and pitocin almost 7 hours without an epidural.
Around 8pm they check me again and I haven't really made much progress. I started about 1-1.5 cm dilated and I was about a 2, 3 hours later. They up the pitocin and we talk about an epi. Dr. Zaita's suggestion makes me laugh. She said just don't wait until you want to kill someone. Maybe she was having flashbacks from Sammy's L&D!
Somewhere between 8 and 10 pm they come in and up the pitocin again. I felt the contractions getting stronger and closer together, but am still able to breath through them well on my own. I really tried to just channel my pain and concentrate on something else during the contractions. I knew from my labor with Sammy that staying on top of the pain instead of letting the pain just overcome you was key.
I must have been in lala land because it wasn't until I ask Paul about the contractions coming closer together that he says well they did up your pitocin. What?! How that happened and I didn't notice or remember will always mystify me. It's during this conversation when I'm asking him to rub my feet and back that he begins telling me about his headache and how much his back hurts because of the dryer and how uncomfortable the chair is that he is sitting in. OMFG, What?!! What is wrong with my husband.
The nurse comes in, Paul asks her for Tylenol for his back....
I ask her to have the doctor check me to see if I've progressed more since I want to know where I am before deciding on the epi. Dr. Zaita does the check and I'm a 3. I'm thinking that just like with Sam, my body won't progress without the epi, so even though I'm not that far along, I decide that I'm at the point where if I don't get this epi I won't be able to handle the contractions without wanting to kill someone. I really wish I knew if I would progress as fast without an epi, or if it's just what my body needs. If we have another baby I do think I will try and go without an epi. The nurse needs to get 2 bags of saline in me first so timing seems right in terms of me being mentally prepared to go through what I think is the scariest part of labor (having a needle go into your spine).
Around 10:45pm the anesthesiologist comes in and she is SO nice. So much better than with Sammy. She is patient, waits in between contractions, is gentle, funny. Everything you want. Even Paul comments on how awesome she is, describing the Anesthesiologist with Sammy as a complete jerk.
The pain of the needle was bad, but not completely over the top like it was with Sam. To be honest, the IV in my arm was way more painful, before, during and after labor. I feel relief pretty quickly and think the epi dose was perfect unlike with Sam where it was just way too high. I'm still numb but can feel the contractions just slightly. About an hour later I am feeling so much pressure and call the nurse to tell her I'm almost positive I'm ready to have this baby. This was so different for me than last time because of how much more numb I was with Sam. She checks me and is shocked to find that I am almost ready to have the baby. The feeling is pretty weird with her checking me. I can feel how dialted I am because I can literally feel her fist turning inside me.
She pages the dr. and gets orders to turn the pitocin off and epi down. Dr. Zaita got called into yet another c-sec and I am waiting in line, laboring down. All is good as this is giving baby girl some time to make her way down the birth canal meaning less pushing for me. I spend this time truly just trying to enjoy the last few moments of feeling my baby kicking and living inside of me. So special. I'm in no rush to get her out, just want to carpe diem. With my water broken, Lexi's movements were looking so crazy from the outside. They were always very pronounced but the lack of extra fluid just made it nuts. Don't mind the stretch marks aka my tiger stripes, but this picture sorta says it all.
By the time we are ready to push it's about 1:45am. I didn't realize it would be so fast, so about 10 minutes prior I finally forced Paul to the car to get the Excedrin he didn't want to take because it contained caffeine (again...). Dr. Zaita walks in checks me, looks around and says "So, where is Paul?". We call him over and over and over again and get no answer. I can tell she's getting annoyed, so I try and lighten the mood by telling her why he needed tylenol and how it probably wasn't smart to lift a dryer on his own to find the camcorder charger. 10 minutes go by and we are all getting annoyed. She gets a secretary to contact security to make sure he isn't locked out.
Security was keeping Paul out of the hospital (sorta funny now), they finally let him in and Paul walks into the room a few minutes later. The look on his face was priceless. Literally all color drained from his face as he saw me with my legs up in the air, ready to push. He almost missed the birth of his daughter. Two contractions later, maybe 4 pushes (?!!), and she literally just slid right out as healthy and beautiful as can be. I couldn't believe how gracefully she came into this world. It was amazing, a feeling I truly won't ever forget. If I hadn't given birth to Sammy and this was my first experience I wouldn't understand the true pain of childbirth. This I could do again and again. Even post partum I didn't have anywhere close to the intensity of pain I had from Sammy's birth. I was fine with a few doses of Tylenol.
Once Lexi was born, we were able to do delayed clamping, Paul was able to cut the
cord and I was able to hold her and have her cleaned up on me right
away. What an awesome experience.
My first time holding Lexi on the outside. Born on her due date 8/15/13 at 2:02 am
In retrospect, I think I must have been very, very close to a c-sec with Sammy. His labor and delivery was so intense, so painful, so eventful. I was turned from side to side almost the whole time, had an oxygen mask on, had a nicu team present at his birth. I'm glad I didn't realize how abnormal everything was with Sammy. All I can say is I have an incredible Dr.. Dr. Zaita was no different during Sammy's very high risk delivery as she was with Lexi's routine picture perfect one. Not once did I have any inkling that there were problems with Sammy's delivery. Truly humbled.
We stayed in the L&D room bonding and recovering for several hours. Lexi latched on like a champ right away.
Around 5 am we were wheeled to what had to be the smallest post partum room. It had to have been 4x smaller than our room with Sammy. Apparently with the flood of women having given birth in the morning, all the rooms were booked up solid. We got the last room in the PP ward. Everyone else was being pushed over to Peds. It was pretty cramped once family started to arrive, but we made the best of it. First world problems after all.
Sammy was smitten when he finally met his baby sister. Here are some pictures of his big debut as a big brother.
We stayed until mid day Friday. I was anxious to get home and was uncomfortable in our "closet" room. We were able to get an early discharge and come home to celebrate and recover in the comfort of our own home.
We got Lexi all dolled up in her coming home outfit and off we went to start our new life as a family of four with 2 under 2!
